oh. hello you.

just as it is with life. there is no perfection, only changes. (thank you, robin hallett) the last five years of this girl’s life has simply been all the goodness. a bit of fuckery. (as. if.) and yet, on this blue sky side. i can simply say. life is sweet. and this girl could possibly be wearing a sloppy grin.

a little story. long ago everything got blurry. the metaphor. the real. i stopped creating in my little studio. i allowed for some grief to work thru my bones and about the time i started to feel more like me, i had to have a few (4) eye surgeries, due to this insidious eye disease, formerly known as, fuchs dystrophy. it really makes creating, driving, living+dealing just a titch on the dark side.but since i am surrounded by some amazing souls, cornea specialists, happy medical support and all that goodness, my current vision state is … well, i am no longer looking thru a fog. its funny how this eye thing ran parallel to this personal growth thing. not seeing really is a thing.

here’s the biggie big. life is simply a series of layers. we just have to peel back each stinky layer. some hurt. and then you find the sweet sweet center. and that is what makes us want to do back flips. and today. i am allowing my little head to look up and see that 13 year old, kelly walking on her hands. legs draping over, almost skimming the grass.

here. we go.